i'm fine~

[perfectlyimperfect]

I TOLD YOU MY EMOTIONAL OUTBURST WOULD BE GONE BY THE NEXT DAY. T^T

Out of, let's say, feeling something bad, I really wanted to stop talking the next day. LITERALLY, NO WORDS. But then Jenny and Pao borrowed from PH the July issue of Wink Up. YES, THE ONE WITH ARASHI ON THE COVER. (New-friends-because-of-Arashi FTW~!) And although I've already seen the photoshoot (DID I MENTION THAT IT IS THE BEST ARASHI PHOTOSHOOT EVEEEEEERRRR? ARASHI RABU RABU. *throws confetti shaped like hearts and rainbows*), I really wanted to see the real thing itself. IT WAS SO EFFIN' COOL.

I can't believe we found ourselves taking a lot of photos of that magazine (even though obviously scans are available and I ALREADY have those LOL), but it was fun perving on looking at those magazine photos. All of them are soooooo pretty. *___*

PH was so kind to us, and (being a KAT-TUN fan) she actually offered to give Jenny an Arashi merchandise of some sort. *___*

B-but. That's not what cheered me up the most. Apparently, last night I easily got over my "emo" phase by doing/encountering four things (in order):
1) Jo's comforting message (I love you! *squishes*)
2) Listening to "Still..." (the optimistic melody sucks me in more than the meaning, even if it IS a sad song)
3) Seeing a picture of dorky!Jun (who is still the prettiest dork I've ever seen)
4) FINALLY watching the Gimmick Game fancam (er, enough said?)

The first three got me out of my "depressed" state, but the last one. The last one. OMG. Like, I was grinning like an idiot while watching Nino dance. A-and. I don't really want to say anything about that performance but IT'S A FANGIRL KILLER. Nino's out to kill fangirls, everyone.

And you know what's even funnier? After that, it was like I didn't become depressed at all. AT ALL. I completely forgot about how I felt. And in a way, it motivated me to finish reading (at least) my book for the next day's test. Arashi does wonders, really. *____*


Okay, biases aside, I can't really help but say how much Arashi cheers me up. I mean, I can't believe they DO possess that "power". You know, when I played "Still..." I immediately got that feeling of bliss, of refreshment, like it's a brand new day. (I perfectly know how cliched that seemed.) And you know, THIS is exactly why they're so addictive.

ARASHI, NEVER LEAVE ME. *___*

Random note for the day (I missed these): I finally told my parents that Arashi will have a concert in Taipei on October 11 (*sobs*). I was glad to hear my mom say (upon expressing my disappointment) "We'll let you go to Japan, dear! Don't worry; we'll definitely save up for that." AWWWWWWWW. I LOVE MY MOM. I LOVE MY DAD. I'm so glad to have parents like them. T______T