i miss the fandom~~~

[perfectlyimperfect]

And that's despite my almost daily dosage of Arashi crack videos. Hey, it's not like I'd be updated with fandom news if I watched the vids, right? *bricked*

Kidding aside, yeah, as much as I've been wanting to bounce back into the fandom (like spending 6 hours a day just gathering information about the boys XD) since ever, I wish I really could. *weeps* Going to work for 9 hours a day leaves me not only having less time for fangirling, but also feeling tired and sleepy and sometimes crappy. If there are a couple of things that I've gained from this, it's that:

1) I've learned that I never want to work for anyone. I might not be the type to work for other people. Maybe it's because I'm a bit spoiled (and basically just how my mom seems to be the boss in everything she does), but yeah. At least I learned that now.

2) The friends at work whom I've met. :)

Which brings me to my next point. If you're already sick of this story, feel free to skip ahead. That's why LJ cuts are invented, right? XD


In fairness, ever since I cut my hair (this is NO joke Xp), everything has been going well between us. I mean, for me, I came back to my old cheery self, just as I predicted I would, and I haven't been extremely moody lately. While I realize that my mood is not entirely dependent to what occurs between him and me, if you're in my position -- seeing him almost the entire day for five days straight a week -- you would understand why he'd have an effect anyhow.

Anyway, as I've said, everything soon came back to normal like we didn't have that awkward and odd gap at all. The point of saying all these? You'd probably laugh at me when you read this, as there are quite a few things I've noticed these past few days:

1) Most of our encounters are due to my whims, unsurprisingly. Honestly I've felt less awkward and nervous around him, which I believe is a good thing. I've been initiating conversations lately most of the time, and because of that I've learned that...

2) ...he's the quiet type. Now friends, I hope you all know by now that I'm not really the socializing type (although with that I'm betraying the natural Libra laws lol), so this means we're the same. I've noticed that we have a lot in common too, so. IDK what to think about this, really. Is that good?

3) I actually wish he notices (I'm weird, surprise!) that I've been asking favors from him way too much. Like once a week. XD I-I need to shut up about this, rly.

4) He's sensible to talk to. Books, music, sports, and basically anything under the sun ...or anything I rant to him about. He's the type to tease me a lot, although I can see it's the typical guy thing to do, and admirably, he's honest. I mean he's kind but he's honest. The type to tell it as it is.

So there. Actually I've just thought about all of these things as I'm typing, and I'm surprised at how observant I really am. XD Maybe this is why people are afraid to approach me lol. But friends, I'm a good person, okay?! Please don't freak out XD

And well. The funniest thing I've encountered this past week, was playing that shooting hoops game at the arcade (with him and our other friends), and him watching and me failing so hard. I swear I could feel my cheeks turn red at the embarrassment of scoring so badly. (Yay Sho-chan, we both fail in sports! :D) *A-Ahem* After the game, I turned to him (and actually to the other guy who let me play in his post), and they were laughing with me... yes I also giggled so hard at how badly I did. micodeavi said he might find that adorable, but. I don't know. I'm not social, rememeber? 8D


So enough talk about him, I have some other things to flail talk about. :D

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Some random photos. First! My revamped sort of cubicle wall. Again, I just took this with my cellphone camera so it's very blurry. Remind me to take pictures of spontaneous events with my iPhone instead. LOL.

(And Nino is actually looking at the direction of where his cubicle is located. He's being watched~ *bricked*)

Next, hakka_candy's request of a clearer version of one of my house-guards. My dad actually deleted all the other photos, sadly, so this is the last of them.

Adorable, right? *o*

So. I've got nothing else. Except if you want to read about my dad's amusing quips. :D?

This was when I was watching AnS.
Me: Dad~!
Dad: *on another desktop computer*
Dad: What?
Me: There's someone who is darker than you now~! 8D
(Just a background, my dad is addicted to golf, so. Yeah. XD)
Dad: Who?
Dad: *approaches*
Me: Here. *points at Ohno*
Dad: Ohno? Why? Fishing?
...then shortly after he asked that, Ohno mentioned that he's been fishing. Cool huh?

I actually have a lot more but I'll shut up. This is getting waaaay too long again. *shot*

Note to self: Will check on you lovelies soon. I promise. Kill me with Nino smex photos if I don't do it. :D ♥

Comments

[kitsie-chan.livejournal.com]

#1
I know how you feel. I fail at arts in front of any guy too, like or no like. Too much in common with Sho. *shot

#2
I should learn never to put pictures of them on my cubicle wall. I won't get any work done. xD

#3
Your dad = pwnsome. xD

[perfectlyimperfect]

#1
LOL, I fail in both! *celebrates*

#2
It's somehow for relief. I'm missing fandom these days and there's no clear way of getting back soon. ;o;

#3
IKR. I love him so. ♥

[kitsie-chan.livejournal.com]

*\o/*

I can satisfy myself by watching Nino kiss boy that isn't Ohno pics, and threathen Johnny within an inch of his life if he doesn't release it on DVD. xP

[perfectlyimperfect]

OH YES. PRZ JOHNNY-SAN PRZ RELEASE ON DVD.

[maiisaki.livejournal.com]

Haha, Sho traits xD

AND THAT FLUFFY THING DOG IS ADORABLE :)

P.S: Here, here, Jess. I want to spoil you a little bit with Nino boy-kissing another guy and sounds very excited (IT WASN'T CAPTAIN \0/) ♥

[perfectlyimperfect]

You know me, Sho is practically my soulmate :D
*bricked*

The pup is cute :3 But he's grown a bit bigger now. Less cute, still fluffy though.

PS: THANK YOU FOR THE LINK. *squishes* ♥ I've known about this since two nights ago, and I needed evidence. LOL. Nino kissing a guy seems to be big news. And I agree with everyone else: THIS BETTER BE RELEASED ON DVD. LAKSD;ADFLSAKF.

[twistedhalo04.livejournal.com]

Glad to see that work has settled for you already. Well good luck with the boy anyway. teehee

He's being watched~

*bricks you* LOL

[perfectlyimperfect]

I hope my next two stints wouldn't be so hard, especially the adjusting part. :)
LOL, thank you? XD

*bricked again*
I didn't notice that he was facing in that direction until I put the photo there. rofl.

[twistedhalo04.livejournal.com]

XDDD Haha

It's your subconscious talking to you. XD